Expressions

Expressions

Tuesday, 31 January 2012

THICKET BACKWOODS...

The deep green Backwoods stands.     
See the detail…the wilderness…the life it commands,
A testimony to time, undisturbed,
Slowly dragging you in, but don't be perturbed,
See the azure atmosphere? The same shade as his eyes,
you looked into them and were lost……
In tranquility…. Under the sapphire skies,                               
like a lagoon, you could sink into, away from this heat,
As soft rhythms pound, to bodily sounds, of an unseen beat.
Can you hear him? He's whispering in the breeze,
And you want to see him, to caress his presence,
In the air you breathe…. he's there,
You search for him, but you know not where.
Glows of emerald flash rendering all common sense blind,      
you don't know who he is, but you know it is he you must find,
so jaded your mind, like the ancient palaces, so grand,
Built on ancient stone, mixed with sweat, and with sand.
Where is he, within the earth or in the sky?
Or in the distant shadows that reign on high?
Or inside limestone caves or on ruby dyed plains?
though you want him, his wild spirit…..
 Not even you could tame!!!

This painting  is dedicated to my  childhood memories..of living in the wilderness... to the jungles...then ...and now...to the wild spirit ...which gives me strength to believe ..in believing!!

Monday, 30 January 2012

Awaiting...awakening!!!

For years
I remained
Hidden from view
Afraid to show myself
or my true colors...
.....I begin to unfold my wings,
finding the courage
discovering my strength.
Sparkling
Radiant
I take flight.
 
In time, a person emerges from the dark cocooned phase... incorporates the change and metamorphoses into a different person. 
The basic message of the Butterfly for Transformation is that out of loss, change, death and destruction can come new life...new possibilities..new hope!!! 

Reflecting ....GRACE!!!


Cerulean skies…. Its ever changing hue,
Crystal clear waters…Lotus leaf and dew.
                         Reflections of Beauty…                          
Is the mystery of the Lake,
Ripples of Peace, tickles
Making the image …to shake!!
A Swan draped into solitude,
White feathers of gratitude…
Gliding Graceful reflections …sing….
“Beauty dwells in everything”

Once again I made my favorite lotus pond but this time I added a form which depicts beauty and grace...The swan...This bird mesmerizes me with its style...softly floating around in the pond...his presence  gives calm and peaceful feeling ....can watch them for hours together.

Rainbow Dreams....



The rainbow dreams…was created to uplift my spirits…I wanted to do something different… from the regular forms which I use…
  
He, the mystical creature,
He, who vanished from the land.
Its mystery, is its magic
Like a rainbow…
Something ..which no one can hold,
A sweet song,
The legend that longs
To be told…

I used the unicorns eye…which  depicts…magic…mystery…innocence…and dreams!!
I used rainbow colours..to show the divinity of dreams…
I remember this small section from Sarojini Naidu’s poem…
 

Once in the dream of a night I stood
Lone in the light of a magical wood,
Soul-deep in visions that poppy-like sprang;
And spirits of Truth were the birds that sang,
And spirits of Love were the stars that glowed,
And spirits of Peace were the streams that flowed
In that magical wood in the land of sleep.


"NOW" The tresured GEM...


With my Aqua pure “Soul”…
I touch the origin..of  “Beginnings”  
The magic …of the “golden moments”
Casts its spell on the “Time”   
I hold..Like a Precious “Gem”
The memories of ME....”As a child”,
I keep treasured …    
in the deepest “Ocean of my Heart”…
The Sparkle of Ideas….
They have…the brightest “Shine”!!!!
 "NOW" is a state  where the mind emerges out of the ordinary...to feel the entity of the ..."NEW  "the presence of the new moment..is the emotion which inspires "Fantasy"..
"Now" which means ... experiencing life as it is in the very second..we live it....is the greatest gift of all.   It is mingling of the present moment...with things learned...that make the adventure of knowledge...such an amazing treasure.. of all.!!!
As I paint...I learn from every brush stroke on the canvas...I become transfixed on my goal.
I smell the fragrance of every emotion ...accept the whispers from every idea... and thought behind my forms...and keep that treasure within me...always.
I learn from the legends of mermaid ...and accept that everything I need to fly..or swim...is here...inside me....RIGHT HERE...RIGHT NOW!!!

Friday, 27 January 2012

The Aqua Pure Inspiration.....

 Its an abstract expression of my feeling about Affection.
It is that warm glow of peace you feel when smelling the air after the rains!!
It isn't mere Fantasy..or surreal expression..on canvas that I recreate .... 
It is the tenderness of seeing a mother with a new born infant and the wonderment of the life ahead of its fresh beginning.
It is seeing the vastness of a mountain range and the curiosity that builds as you wonder what lies within its boundaries.
It is every magical thing you dream of and hope to know intimately.  
 This expression is something which is imported from another time in space that captures me.... 
  I pause from the dance, the fantasy art woman inside of me... stands still... to focus my eyes.... and I see life.
  I breathe in the art of the exotic women I paint.  My journey begins.!!!!.....


Saturday, 21 January 2012

Fairy's Blossoms.....

My dream is like a Fairy Tree..
Sowed with love in the heart of me.
One  whose light...never dims...
And branches never trim
It stands firmly on my Spirit's soil...
Amidst tremors or vicious toil
Like a spring that's flowing and pure...
Nourishing and bringing cure..
To thoughts of dread and fear
And hopes afloat in hidden tears!

My dream is like a fairy tree...
Sowed with love in the Heart of me...
Bearing sweet blossoms, yielding much
All for those....My Life Has Touched!!!

Sometimes when I paint I stand back and realize new things... about myself .... precious images of self discovery.  My paintings and  Passages are about that pathway.!!!
  I have learned that you can heal emotional difficulties with your imagination. .... Imagination is oh such a gift and unspoken treasure.
  If I become a fairy or my friends are mermaids, it is never more real then when discovered within my beloved palette, as the colors move past my brush and onto the canvas. 
I discover that within my heart and mind imagination offers me a future I had not realized before.

Friday, 20 January 2012

Passion for Dance....


A dark stage...
her
beating
heart...
my mind races,
the music starts...

the lights shine..
into her  eyes,
she cannot cheat,
she can't tell lies...

her  body moves ...
to every beat.
the music runs through her...
from head to  feet...

she leaps through the air..
she twirls across the floor.
dance comes from her heart,
her inner core!!!!

My love for dance...expressed ...Acrylics on canvas.

A GLIMPSE.... OF HER ATTITUDE.....



I was  looking for something..stunning...unusual and real ....for my canvas.
I thought ..she would be the PURRR..FECT model for my self assigned theme...so I clicked her...without her permission...and when i had a glimpse of the digital output..I found AN ATTITUDE...and when she came alive on the canvas...This ...is what she meant .....
I can make the earth stop in its tracks... 
I can make myself invisible or small...
I can become gigantic & reach the
farthest things!
I can change...the course of nature!
I can place myself anywhere ...
in space or time.
I can summon the dead.
I Can perceive events on other worlds,
in my deepest inner mind,
& in the minds of others.
I can....    
I am!!!!!


REBIRTH...


 
Like the Butterfly,

I have the strength and the Hope…to believe,

In Time!!

I will emerge from my cocoon…

TRANSFORMED.
.The butterfly was selected as it is symbolic representation for Journey of Hearts because it undergoes a major transformation process as part of its normal life cycle. The butterfly was also chosen because many view it as a symbol of joy, happiness, of spring, rebirth and renewal. This beautiful insect also evokes an image that is mild and gentle, one that can touch the heart during difficult times and one of strength


 —think of the migration of the monarchs.....

Monday, 16 January 2012

SOULFUL AQUAINTANCES......(My pet Fawn)


He came in my life…as a innocent infant along with his twin sister…they had lost their  mother to a Poacher…
That  was a regular feature for us…as Daddy was a Forest Officer…and was posted in the Bhandara District wildlife crime department those days.
My Fathers Jeep …whenever came back form patrolling…was often occupied with such unusual  beautiful people from the jungle world.…Either for some medical help in the town…or…to be transferred to the Museum or  some  Zoo.
These  two little ones were too small to be taken to the zoo…as they needed extra care till they could  stand on their feet..in literal sense. They were just one day old.
My Family hardly had any craving for pets…as we were used to see animals free in the wild....and Snakes, monkeys…deer and squirrels were  part of our residential surroundings. How ever..after looking at the twins... Mom  accepted them in the family with lot of love and affection. We fed them cows milk in diluted form with a feeding bottle…and we had such a fantastic experience doing that.
Sona and Soni…as we named the twins were very independent individuals..had to be..Because of their wild genes and ancestral legacy.  They grew up very soon to leave the milk bottle and only feast on to greens.
They would take on to their running practice on their own around the compound ..amazing…nobody told them that was their way of life  galloping was instinctive.  The roses and the guavas were their favorite  dishes…and we used the rose flowers to bring them back if in case... they ran out of the compound towards the road.
I remember Soni the Doe had already developed a very very feminine attitude….She was strong..Would walk with a lot of grace and not mingle too much with us or our school friends..Who used to visit us ..a bit too often to watch these two celebrities at our house
One they stopped having milk…we knew..it was their time to part with us and go back to their original home…The jungle..but Human emotions…and and attachment  towards them…postponed the  Farewell affair.
However the emotional string was only extended from our side I guess…because there were many instances when we tried to treat them like normal  pets and tried to cuddle them or bathe them or put a belt around their neck…they would never allow us.
Once my brother  tied a red ribbon around their necks…so that we can have a picture with them in the evening…these creatures freed themselves by eating each others ribbons in an hours time…the ribbon was in their stomach…and next morning…the ribbons were out with the seeds of berries  while ruminating.
Sona and Soni would follow a very strict schedule for the day….they would eat only in the early morning hours and late evenings…The myth that deer are grazers was broken when we found out that they feed only on tender shoots and leaves of trees. And fruits like berries and guavas were their favorites.  They also loved to lick the blocks of salt which Dad got for them. They would also run for an hour or two in the whole day ..and would sharpen their little horns against the compound wall. Sometimes Sona would come and bend  down on his front legs  and try to give us a push with his head…asking us to play a fight with him. My brother would just love to play Fights with him.
The day I came home from school after loosing a Badminton match was the  day... when Sona explained to me ...something…with his simple gesture…I was sitting with my racket in the compound bench with a rather sad expression of loosing…and this guy comes and looks at me with a mischievous look.  He pushed me gently with his head and went back a little…again to look in my eyes…I was amazed as he had never come up to me by himself before that…he again went back and bent his knees with his horns striking on my knees….as if was telling me….”come on get up….and fight…that’s how it is….you just cant surrender…fight back…push hard MY DEAR”
The day came when  we had to part with him..holding him in an open jeep…we went with Dad in the Navegaon  Wildlife Sanctuary…searching for a heard of  Chital so that Sona can be with his kind…As soon as the jeep stopped and we opened the rear exit of the jeep…He just vanished into the trees  …never to come back…we halted there for a long time insisting ..that he will surely show up somewhere…but  he was not to be seen any where..or may be..we could not spot him in the heard of so many look alike.
                                                                                                                                    
Wrapped in innocence… He came into being 
 never allowed us to Tie any emotional String                                                                           
Grew up with Grace..to be free one day..
To mix with nature like an unbaked clay.
He taught us to be Simple, active and Strong..
He was so Witty, Mischief full of Charm
His  eyes said many things…
Pride, elegance, love and faith to nurture…
There was no voice..no noise..just a thoughtful gesture.
Years have passed on..but I still remember….
The Fawns Eyes..which said…
Just fight…never surrender.