Expressions

Expressions

Friday, 20 January 2012

A GLIMPSE.... OF HER ATTITUDE.....



I was  looking for something..stunning...unusual and real ....for my canvas.
I thought ..she would be the PURRR..FECT model for my self assigned theme...so I clicked her...without her permission...and when i had a glimpse of the digital output..I found AN ATTITUDE...and when she came alive on the canvas...This ...is what she meant .....
I can make the earth stop in its tracks... 
I can make myself invisible or small...
I can become gigantic & reach the
farthest things!
I can change...the course of nature!
I can place myself anywhere ...
in space or time.
I can summon the dead.
I Can perceive events on other worlds,
in my deepest inner mind,
& in the minds of others.
I can....    
I am!!!!!


REBIRTH...


 
Like the Butterfly,

I have the strength and the Hope…to believe,

In Time!!

I will emerge from my cocoon…

TRANSFORMED.
.The butterfly was selected as it is symbolic representation for Journey of Hearts because it undergoes a major transformation process as part of its normal life cycle. The butterfly was also chosen because many view it as a symbol of joy, happiness, of spring, rebirth and renewal. This beautiful insect also evokes an image that is mild and gentle, one that can touch the heart during difficult times and one of strength


 —think of the migration of the monarchs.....

Monday, 16 January 2012

SOULFUL AQUAINTANCES......(My pet Fawn)


He came in my life…as a innocent infant along with his twin sister…they had lost their  mother to a Poacher…
That  was a regular feature for us…as Daddy was a Forest Officer…and was posted in the Bhandara District wildlife crime department those days.
My Fathers Jeep …whenever came back form patrolling…was often occupied with such unusual  beautiful people from the jungle world.…Either for some medical help in the town…or…to be transferred to the Museum or  some  Zoo.
These  two little ones were too small to be taken to the zoo…as they needed extra care till they could  stand on their feet..in literal sense. They were just one day old.
My Family hardly had any craving for pets…as we were used to see animals free in the wild....and Snakes, monkeys…deer and squirrels were  part of our residential surroundings. How ever..after looking at the twins... Mom  accepted them in the family with lot of love and affection. We fed them cows milk in diluted form with a feeding bottle…and we had such a fantastic experience doing that.
Sona and Soni…as we named the twins were very independent individuals..had to be..Because of their wild genes and ancestral legacy.  They grew up very soon to leave the milk bottle and only feast on to greens.
They would take on to their running practice on their own around the compound ..amazing…nobody told them that was their way of life  galloping was instinctive.  The roses and the guavas were their favorite  dishes…and we used the rose flowers to bring them back if in case... they ran out of the compound towards the road.
I remember Soni the Doe had already developed a very very feminine attitude….She was strong..Would walk with a lot of grace and not mingle too much with us or our school friends..Who used to visit us ..a bit too often to watch these two celebrities at our house
One they stopped having milk…we knew..it was their time to part with us and go back to their original home…The jungle..but Human emotions…and and attachment  towards them…postponed the  Farewell affair.
However the emotional string was only extended from our side I guess…because there were many instances when we tried to treat them like normal  pets and tried to cuddle them or bathe them or put a belt around their neck…they would never allow us.
Once my brother  tied a red ribbon around their necks…so that we can have a picture with them in the evening…these creatures freed themselves by eating each others ribbons in an hours time…the ribbon was in their stomach…and next morning…the ribbons were out with the seeds of berries  while ruminating.
Sona and Soni would follow a very strict schedule for the day….they would eat only in the early morning hours and late evenings…The myth that deer are grazers was broken when we found out that they feed only on tender shoots and leaves of trees. And fruits like berries and guavas were their favorites.  They also loved to lick the blocks of salt which Dad got for them. They would also run for an hour or two in the whole day ..and would sharpen their little horns against the compound wall. Sometimes Sona would come and bend  down on his front legs  and try to give us a push with his head…asking us to play a fight with him. My brother would just love to play Fights with him.
The day I came home from school after loosing a Badminton match was the  day... when Sona explained to me ...something…with his simple gesture…I was sitting with my racket in the compound bench with a rather sad expression of loosing…and this guy comes and looks at me with a mischievous look.  He pushed me gently with his head and went back a little…again to look in my eyes…I was amazed as he had never come up to me by himself before that…he again went back and bent his knees with his horns striking on my knees….as if was telling me….”come on get up….and fight…that’s how it is….you just cant surrender…fight back…push hard MY DEAR”
The day came when  we had to part with him..holding him in an open jeep…we went with Dad in the Navegaon  Wildlife Sanctuary…searching for a heard of  Chital so that Sona can be with his kind…As soon as the jeep stopped and we opened the rear exit of the jeep…He just vanished into the trees  …never to come back…we halted there for a long time insisting ..that he will surely show up somewhere…but  he was not to be seen any where..or may be..we could not spot him in the heard of so many look alike.
                                                                                                                                    
Wrapped in innocence… He came into being 
 never allowed us to Tie any emotional String                                                                           
Grew up with Grace..to be free one day..
To mix with nature like an unbaked clay.
He taught us to be Simple, active and Strong..
He was so Witty, Mischief full of Charm
His  eyes said many things…
Pride, elegance, love and faith to nurture…
There was no voice..no noise..just a thoughtful gesture.
Years have passed on..but I still remember….
The Fawns Eyes..which said…
Just fight…never surrender.

THE UNTAMED SPIRIT


Breaking through the silence
Breaking through the night
Running with all his power
Running with all his might!!

His nostrils flare,
With noble delight,
His wide white eyes,
Full of fight.

He is a King,
With Pure White coat,
Charcoal hooves,
Upon wind he floats.

The breeze of heaven,
Flows through his mane,
The symbol of Freedom...
for spirit within...
He gallops through my heart,
And back again.!!!

Does this wondrous horse
Live only in dreams?
Or maybe in the bright sun...
As it beams.
Or maybe just maybe
He lives in our hearts
Forever and ever...
Never to part.!!!
 
I have used the analogy of the spirit being like wild horse, but let’s look at that for just a moment. Wild horses are amazingly beautiful, and majestic out in the wild,....
The spirit is the same.... The spirit is amazing, beautiful, and majestic....
I created this expression  with Acrylics on paper....using this FORM....The untamed horse in motion....as I thought it would reach out as an ambassador of Passion...Freedom...and  Will Power.
In the series of my "Horse paintings...i have used multicolour  on the horse but this horse  chose white for itself as I consider...White should be the colour of the SPIRIT WITHIN!!!

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

HOPE OF A MIRACLE......

Twinkle Toes...how you...
courtsey to the Bright stars...
Twist-a-bend with the sparkling fairies...
Spin with the princess ballet....
and leap with the magical gazelles...
to chords of David's symphony....
that god sends your way!!

Give me just a sprinkle of your dust ....of CONSTANT JOY...
just a pinch of your magic....of ETERNAL ENERGY....
Just enough to carry me....
Happy and Contented...through my day!!!! 

I made this expression ...as "A Hope of Miracle"
Their are times..when certain things become mundane and never changing....that is the time when your imagination works towards fantasizing ....for MIRACLES....
I have used the Tree to symbolize the never changing aspects of life....and I added the fairy as my Fantasy...to Hope for a Miracle...The Bright Crimson Ball is the Energy ...I want.....to Find Happiness and Contentment in my life.  


Tuesday, 10 January 2012

MEERA ..Devotion personified

MEERA ...I adore  this historical character..for all its amazing qualities!!!
The beauty of the Rajput Princess,
The strength of her conviction and belief,.
Her faith in her lord,
and her individuality...to be what she is.
She believed in her lord and sacrificed all the material things...faced oppositions.. murder attempts and went on to love her krishna...and stay lost in her thoughts.
 This poem which talks about her love for Krishna and how nothing else matters to her:

Nothing is really mine except Krishna.
O my parents, I have searched the world
And found nothing worthy of love.
Hence I am a stranger amidst my kinfolk
And an exile from their company,
Since I seek the companionship of holy men;
There alone do I feel happy,
In the world I only weep.
I planted the creeper of love
And silently watered it with my tears;
Now it has grown and overspread my dwelling.
You offered me a cup of poison
Which I drank with joy.
Mira is absorbed in contemplation of Krishna,
She is with God and all is well!



मेरे तो गिरिधर गोपाल दूसरो न कोई।
जाके सिर मोर मुकुट मेरो पति सोई।
तात मात भ्रात बंधु आपनो न कोई॥।
छाँड़ि दी कुल की कानि कहा करिहै कोई।
संतन ढिंग बैठि-बैठि लोक लाज खोई॥
चुनरी के किये टूक ओढ़ लीन्ही लोई।
मोती मूँगे उतार बनमाला पोई॥
अँसुवन जल सींचि सींचि प्रेम बेलि बोई।
अब तो बेल फैल गई आणँद फल होई॥
दूध की मथनियाँ बड़े प्रेम से बिलोई।
माखन जब काढ़ि लियो छाछा पिये कोई॥
भगत देख राजी हुई जगत देखि रोई।
दासी "मीरा" लाल गिरिधर तारो अब मोही॥

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Saturday, 7 January 2012

VISHVAATMA.....The Supreme Controller.

The Love for Krishna  The Supreme Controller has again come out on my canvas...
My mind is always attached to him. Again and Again...I am inspired to bring out his presence .....in my art creations....and this time ...I made this  embossed mural  ...of the Blue eyed Krishna...as Vishvaatma..as he is the supreme controller of the universe ....My inner universe!!!
The holder of the SUDARSHAN CHAKRA.... holds the Universe on his finger

Oh Lotus eyed one...
You are the ultimate Sanctuary of this manifested Cosmic World.
You are the Know er of  everything.....and You are all that is Knowable!
You are Air...Although you are one...you spread throughout the sky..and the planets...and all the Space!
You are the Supreme Controller!
Oh Limitless form....this whole Cosmic manifestation is pervaded by you!
O Lord of the Universe,....I See you....No End, No Middle and No Beginning.